After Buying a New Pen,
I Recall The Old Chinese Poets
The loneliness of raindrops in a dirty puddle
Skipped over on the way to buy cigarettes at Super America.
Those old Chinese poets that always see the world
Doubled in some sort of parallel reflection.
They never need a Marlboro bad as heroin
A drug introverts take these days breathing
Its dragon smoke deep into their shy lungs
And later, after a few months, the needle
More solid than air slamming it into the blood
Mixing with their very soul—their heart
Their brain, a needle tracing veins back
To the source. Becoming two things
The drug and the heart. The drug
And the brain. The drug against reflection
Of any puddle. The prick in flesh like a match
Lighted illuminating desire. I think, I’m glad
I never started smoking—I mean—because
I know I could never stop. The raindrops
In a puddle – it must be said because I looked—
Reflect, a light pole, a Buick, the curb, my shoes.
The only way to look is down. The old
Chinese poets know that puddles aren’t
Reflecting anything that could possibly be
Mistaken for an answer. That’s it
Just smoke curling like bus exhaust,
On seventh street, in early November.
-Larry Gavin
when i was a lad in college i had a great friend
his name was larry gavin and he was the only
person i had ever met up until that time
who i regarded as a poet
now i see him once or twice a year
he has sent me soem of his work
and i always appreciate it
i harvested this little gem
from a website called
PEMMICAN 2010
and i am honored to have this poem here
as i am to have larry gavin as my friend
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