nerd dom redux

where my misunderstanding occured is not real clear
but i did look at an imaginary number at some point
and have gone through the cognitive turmoil now
of the grotesque nature of my misperceptions

as if the doubling of negatives does turn out
to be a simple pattern
for all of mathematics and all of confusion start with
1
no matter what relationship it has to 0
whether nothing can be reduced or not

but the shape of this very blog now
competely in the throes of potential devastation
the blog may cease to exist
but i am now faced with the positing of
the surreal imaginary number
the square root of -1
and while there must be a method by which
a mathematically inclined soul might
display symbolically exactly what he means
i am reduced by my ingnorance as well as the knowledge of my ignorance
in that i know in these matters i am if nothing else
ignorant

all numbers are imaginary
all numbers derive from a mental image
there is not one number that in it's appearance
it's symbolic intention as it were
actually exists..so real is something else
when compared with the green yelloworange
tree outside my very window this moment

this being said i guess it matters not in the least
in cognitive speculation as to the mathematical worthiness
of such a thing if one can call it a thing at all
as the square root of -1

i am astonished
that my mind would even consider such a proposal
but then
one is the number god states in his infinite mathematical mystery tour